Depression sucks. I think I have been depressed most of my life. Check out this face. I was at Disneyland for gods sake.
I sometimes think that people are born depressed. I love people, and to laugh, and actually when I am not depressed I am happy. No really. The older I get the more I realize that this is no dress rehearsal. Nothing really has turned out like I planned. I need to get going in the "don't curl up and hide" mode. I need to embark on a new adventure. Bonsai. I am taking Bonsai classes soon. Dr. Food is taking them with me. Soon I will be able to make a miniature magnolia bush or something like that.
That is my pop in the picture with the 5 year old me. Wait, I remember that shirt.
What is with my hair. My mother needs to explain.
Ok. Carry on....